It Has Been Magical.

You appeared. Subsequently, my world changed.

You're imperfect. I don't doubt that. There are unticked boxes in your list of perfection, which I discovered since I first met you. But don't worry as I am here to fill them up as you're filling in mine.

You're not good with words. Phrasing up words to make me feel better is rather challenging for you. But I know you're trying. I was surprised when you came up with a letter that I teared when I was only on the first page. Throughout the letter, all our memories were constantly hitting on my mind like a whirlwind. It was beautiful..

You're lack of the understanding of women's issues. Especially when I was mad.  You just don't get it, do you? Haha. You're good in Googling. Why don't you search up for the women's fact about what to do when they got pissed off over you, would 'ya? Heee.. As time passed by, I sometimes am already immune by the fact that you're just insensitive about that part, that's all, not like you just couldn't care less or something. 

You don't have many ideas of grand romantic gestures. Yes you don't, dear. When the special days come by, you don't really know what to do other than just to meet me. Then I'll ask, "Now what?". And you'll go, "Urm.. let's just go there", without any advance planning. When we have no more place to crash, we end up sitting in the car without that air-conditioning on 'cause I'd like my petrol to be saved. Girls would like their loved ones to sing a song, buy a cake, present them with a gift, prepare them a set of table to have a romantic meal together. Hahaha but imagining you doing that, I should probably shut those daydreams up quickly. But .. you give me more than that. You don't plan to be all romeo and stuff. Everything you do, I see the sincerity in you. 

You don't have much things to offer me. You have some financial issues which probably the reason why you're getting skinnier and skinnier when you're back at your Uni. No, I don't mean any hurtful comment about that. I'm accepting you as you are. As much as all other girls get expensive surprises from theirs, I don't expect them from you. I honestly don't. But you got me a music box on my birthday which was quite costly. I appreciated it with all my heart. 

Meeting you was a fate. Knowing you was magical. You make me feel appreciated as I have that some sort of assurance that someone is thinking about me, caring about me, loving me. Distance would just be another word for challenge. A challenge to see how strong our love is.

But now...